<body> IN SEARCH OF THE MISSING ONE....
THE EMPTY ME.



alex.
twenty two.
25MARCH85.
SINGAPORE INSTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT.
LOVE SPORTS.

WISHLIST.

laptop
printer
Happiness
back pack
good grades
trip to Taiwan
basketball shoe
new sound system
a good badminton racket
full LIGAMENT recovery
creative mp3 - at least 8GB

HAD BEEN.

  • June 2004
  • July 2004
  • August 2004
  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • January 2005
  • March 2005
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • November 2006
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • October 2007
  • July 2008
  • September 2008
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • June 2009
  • October 2009

    THANKS FOR BEING HERE.

    Eve
    Claris
    IBP.. =)
    AlvIn
    Linda
    Nui er
    Ah Ron
    Shevon
    DA JIE!

    YAK YAK.


    Tuesday, October 06, 2009


    People.. decided to open my other blog... will be mostly blogging there... there is much easier to use..


    Hairyplotter.wordpress.com!!!


    Alex~~

    Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 10:59 PM 

    Wednesday, June 17, 2009


    I hung up the phone tonight
    Something happened for the first time
    Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

    Cause the possibility
    That you would ever feel the same way
    About me, just too much, just too much

    Why do I keep running from the truth?
    All I ever think about is you
    You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
    And I just got to know

    Do you ever think when you're all alone
    All that we can be, where this thing can go?
    Am I crazy or falling in love?
    Is it really just another crush?

    Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
    Are you holding back like the way I do?
    Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
    But I know this crush aint going away-ay-ay
    Going away-ay-ay

    Has it ever crossed your mind
    When we're hanging, spending time girl?
    Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

    See it's a chance we've gotta take
    Cause I believe that we can make this into
    Something that will last, last forever, forever!

    Do you ever think when you're all alone
    All that we could be, where this thing could go?
    Am I crazy or falling in love?
    Is it really just another crush?

    Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
    Are you holding back like the way I do?
    Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
    But I know this crush aint going away-ay-ay
    Going away-ay-ay

    Why do I keep running from the truth?
    All I ever think about is you
    You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
    And I just got to know

    Do you ever think when you're all alone
    All that we could be, where this thing could go?
    Am I crazy or falling in love?
    Is it really just another crush?

    Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
    Are you holding back like the way I do?
    Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
    But I know this crush aint going away-ay-ay
    This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

    Going away
    Going away-ay-ay
    Going away-ay-ay

    Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 3:13 AM 

    Monday, April 27, 2009


    well.. i know i say there would be a few post coming in.. but those are gonna be long post.. thus i guess i will leave it till after exam.. trying to write up a short (hopefully) post though about yesterday...

    Short- went sentosa, sun burnt, went vivo eat, went minds cafe, send her home, went home..

    Long-
    Well.. i was doing something the previous nite, till Ibp reached home.. chatted with her till 4 plus? while doing what i was suppose to be doing... finally finished at 6, 6 plus. went to take a short nap, woke up at 7am.. and proceed to Ibp's hse.. wanna give her a surprise by going to fetch her.. tried some delay tactic on her as i was afraid she might left hse b4 i reach.. but the bus was faster den expected.. =) 

    Gave her a choice of breakfast but she didnt want to.. ended up jus a packet of warm(or rather, HOT!) soya.. proceed to take a bus to the MRT station.. before entering the station, she decided to drink the soya 1st.. she cant finish! and so i drank some for her.. but still cant finish, thus we threw it away after finishing like half a packet.. proceed to take the purple line to harbourfront.. BUT guess wat, it happened to us again.. we were as usual chatting and talking.. till i suddenly heard "Seng Kang" wat are we doing there? turn out, this blur girl had once again lead me to the wrong side and i had jus blindly followed her.. lolz.. the last time was buang kok, now seng kang.. hmm.. next time it shall be punggol.. rite? =p

    upon reaching sentosa, proceed with our frisbee plan.. and boy was it freaking hot.. the sand was so hot too.. mr triston lin yifeng did came up with an idea of a silicon bra, no i mean shoe to protect the feet from the hot sand.. patent to be out soon, do take note. haha

    but well.. sentosa also provided me with a chance to do something.. surprise! Ibp.. bet u didnt know i had it planned all along.. haha. hope u like the frisbee.. even though it is jus a practice frisbee.. and u! bluffing me tat the letter wasnt there.. i nearly wanna run back to the sand and search for the letter... 

    went vivo for dinner after sentosa... after which.. there was a group decision to go minds cafe.. the 1st waiter that served us was weird.. the game he intro us was weird too.. but after tat, playing the telepathy game and the dirty mind game was fun.. with the 5 of us.. almost all of us had high telepathy.. claris and melvin is a couple.. claris and Ibp is good fren... melvin, me and mr triston lin yifeng is good bro.. and mi and Ibp got great telepathy too.. thus it was quite fun to see how true it was.. and so.. the high score of the day was between me and Ibp... 6!!! happy not! melvin and me had the next high score at 5! well the highest was actually me and yifeng but we cheated so tat wasnt counted.. haha! after mind cafe, we ended the day....



    On our way to minds cafe, the conversation about you started out of the blue.. but i was glad it started.. it was a matter of time i bring it out to u anyway.. 20% is too low i told u.. 35% u increased it to.. but no.. i am still trying to get it to 45% and from there, to 51%... like wat we said.. the tresh hold % once hit, it will be easier to break down. i am going to try my best to make u open up.. how? i wont force, i wont press... i will just be there always.. ready to listen.. and will be the person u can trust no matter wat.. i will earn ur trust.. i will earn it and i will hit 51%... a challenge it might be, and like what we say, it is so tiring at times but we will still do it.. cause it is in us.. vicious cycle we cant get out of, i told u.. 

    there was quite a few thing we talk about in the cab and on the way to ur hse.. but i dun think i am gonna write it out.. thinking back, i was still thinking why did i say those thing out and it is all from the bottom of my heart... lolz.. but u know what i am talking abt can already.. the bottom line is that well.. like i say, i care... =)

    The ball is closed and i will try to open it.. trust me.. =)

    Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 2:15 AM 

    Monday, March 16, 2009


    It had been a wonderful few day.. with this coming weekend's Batam trip promising even better anticipation.. 

    Quite alot had been happening.. But.. i wish it to remain like this for now.. and we shall see how it come alongs in the future.. sometime u end up losing something u dun even wanna wish to lose.. so there is alway a thin layer of glass we are stepping on.. 

    I feel great.. I am happy.. i feeeellll.... SUPERHUMAN.. 

    Weak
    I had been crying and crying for weeks
    How'd I survive when I could barely speak?
    Barely eat, on my knees

    But that's the moment you came to me
    I don't know what your love has done to me
    Think I'm invincible
    I see through the me I used to be

    You changed my whole life
    Don't know what you're doing
    To me with your love

    I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
    A superhuman heart beats in me
    Nothing can stop me here with you

    Superhuman
    I feel so superhuman
    Superhuman
    I feel so superhuman
    Superhuman

    Strong
    Since I been flying and righting the wrongs
    Feels almost like I had it all along
    I can see tomorrow

    Where every problem is gone because
    I flew everywhere with love inside of me
    It's unbelievable to see
    How love can set me free

    You changed my whole life
    Don't know what you're doing
    To me with your love

    I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
    A superhuman heart beats in me
    Nothing can stop me here with you

    Superhuman
    I feel so superhuman
    Superhuman
    I feel so superhuman

    It's not a bird, not a plane
    It's my heart and it's going gone away
    My only weakness is you, only reason is you
    Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
    Going, going I'm gone away! Love!

    You changed my whole life
    Don't know what you're doing
    To me with your love

    I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me
    A superhuman heart beats in me
    Nothing can stop me here with you

    Superhuman
    Superhuman




    Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 3:29 AM 

    Wednesday, March 11, 2009


    Wed 11th of March.. was in school for global marketing lesson.. but it was also an important day! cause i was having a date with IBP! =) 

    was waiting for class to end the moment i enter the lecture hall.. lolz.. well lecture did end early but need to talk abit abt project... ended up still early.. so i decide to head to town to get the movie ticket 1st.. we decided to watch Marley and me.. As shevon and jasmine needed to go town too to meet their frens, so we headed down together.. i brought camera for the occasion and they pestered me to take a few photo and so here goes!

    Shevon and jasmine

    Me, Shevon and Jasmine

    Jasmine and i alighted 1st as we were heading toward PS area while Shevon continued towards ochard area. jasmine accompanied me to get the movie ticket and i got the ticket to the 7.15pm show.. we went to PS after tat and while heading to the 2nd level, IBP called.. and so i ask her to meet me at the entrance of PS as i rush over to find her.. she was on the dot, 6pm and we headed to Cuppage Waraku for our dinner!!

    IBP.. =)

    Me

    Our food.. 

    We had a great time (or at least i did =p) chatting while having dinner.. in fact.. we chatted till we forgotten abt the time.. our movie was to be at 7.15pm but we chatted till 7.10pm! and so we rushed to The Cathay.. I saved ur life IBP, or u would had been knock down by the car.. =)
    When we reach The Cathay, we saw julian Hee.. and after tat we saw 2 senior hk actress and actor.. one of them the name is called zheng jiang if i not wrong.. haha.. anyway, we got into the cinema and i guess we missed the 1st few min of the show.. 
    Marley.. is such such a cute dog.. reminded me of my dogs in the army... well.. i think the movie wasnt tat great.. it was funny at times.. sad at times.. but not really a very very good show like wat some of my fren had told me.. the part where Marley was put to sleep was quite sad though.. 

    After the movie.. we decided to have Rochor Tao Huay!





    The Rochor Tao Huay place we had been there for a few time already.. not bad.. was able to have a nice chat over there too.. but due to her being very tired.. we decided to leave.. we went to dobby ghaut to take the purple line.. was suppose to stop at pontong pasir.. ended up... 

    BuangKok!!

    We were so engrossed in talking that we miss by 4 stop! lolz.. ended up we stop at BuangKok and took the opposite direction back.. so funny la.. and it was a bit scary.. as this station totally had nobody ard! maybe it was the time.. but still.. so we decided to take some photo! (or as she put it, I decided.. =p)


    The empty station!





    Us.. =)

    We After taking the train back.. send her back to her door step.. As ALWAYs.. lolz.. and was rewarded with cookies she bought back from Taiwan! well.. after tat i went home lo.. All in all.. it was an 一切完美 day! As well as an 一切完美 Date! =)

    P.S: From talking to u in the MRT, i could sense something had happened and u r not feeling that happy.. Something is bothering you.. U r not telling me YET.. but i hope u will tell me soon.. or maybe i had not ask u more abt why u seems unhappy.. but i just wanna let you know.. no matter what happen.. i will be here for you.. just like the past 3 year plus where i had alway been around for you.. it will nver change.. =)

    Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 2:30 AM